Your worst nightmare's here
I'm your same old self, so I ain't gonna disappear
Comin' from the subconscious to fuck your life
Negativity keepin' you awake all night
Showin' you all the shit you brought home from war
Suffering, psychosis, bloody bodies 'n gore
Cries for mercy and that stench of death
Radiation victims vomiting and chloride breath
Now I've been all around the block and back again
I sought destruction for salvation but then
You gave me more self hate and now I'm overdue?
Who the fuck are you?
Now here we go all over
The guilt and the shame you pushed away when you broke 'em
Are the suspects guilty when they have no face?
Was there any law at all in the very first place?
Is it your place? You're just tryin'a go to bed
Discussions with yourself drive you over the edge
Tryin' to get rid of me like you always do
But ya can't fool me I see dispair in you
Panic on the way just like when we attacked
Your head pumping realizing they too packed
Just a split second away from annihilation
The only way to survive is be quicker to take 'em
A body collapsing in a last spastic twitch
A part of you thinking, you'd be better off like this
The feeling of the trigger hold that finger down
In your home, in your head and in your heart right now
I was gonna end the war inside my head
By winnging a real one with massive bloodshed
Now everything's just so miuch worse than before
What a fuckin' shit deal, rotten to the core
Semi-felt thoughts tearing up the brains fabric
Violent dementia and some nasty habits
You got all you bargained for and then some too
Who the fuck are you?
I'm you
Autumn is back
Always turns everything black
One of these days
I'll give out I'm born
I can't fucking move
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